Fear .

Whenever you are with me, I feel no fear.


It is as if my past means nothing at all.


All of my fears are gone, my dreams are good.


...


The second you are away from me my life turns to hell.


My dreams go back to nightmares.


I see my kidnappers face in my head, running after me.


I scream for help, and no help comes.


I wake up shaking, and my first thought is to text you...


but you will not hear my cries.


I miss you...


Even if you are gone for a day...


It has felt like a week.